tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17401382.post115575482511614814..comments2023-05-30T06:12:09.572-05:00Comments on senselessness: dying sucksfanniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01352978777634980944noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17401382.post-30949277800287871592007-08-30T06:40:00.000-05:002007-08-30T06:40:00.000-05:00I'm dying from heart disease.Yep, it sucks.I think...I'm dying from heart disease.<BR/>Yep, it sucks.<BR/>I think of my family (my wife and my dog), living without me and it more than breaks my heart and soul.<BR/>I'm scared, don't know what to expect.<BR/>Will it be oblivion, or is there something after this hell.<BR/>I cry at the drop of a hat. I'm angry, sad, and in denial.<BR/>It hurts far too much to be able to describe. I hope I die in my sleep.<BR/>The thought of dropping dead in the middle of having a conversation with my wife or friends seems repulsive to me.<BR/><BR/>I want to be cremated and have my ashes strewn over the grave of my favorite movie star, Thelma Todd.<BR/>Life sucks, it's very sad.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com